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As that's going on, you should notice this getting a bit easier to read, and I'll be populating this website with further information, tips and tricks for the budding sorcerers, witches and manifestation-seekers in the meantime.

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-T

Lately, I’ve been going through some really intense interpersonal changes & emotional shifts, and it seems like that’s happening in response to the magick I’m doing in the outside world.

I’ve reached a point in my practice where my clients regularly tell me about damn near miraculous things happening for them in response to my endeavors and efforts, and it seems like my own internal world is trying to follow suit. As I’m encountering this in my own life, what I’m learning is that the way that I apply magick to my situation has to change too.

It used to be that I would use & wield ritual almost entirely on behalf of other people, effectively becoming a knife they used to cut through obstacles and trouble… Turns out that was pretty central to my experience of childhood too, so changing that pattern required confronting that pattern, first. That’s been something of a process, and it started many years ago when I first went into therapy following major medical diagnosis + reframing, and immediately before divorcing my ex-husband. At that time, I was using my magic solely for the persons I was supporting: it was all for others, and not for myself.

Eventually, what changed was the realization that I could use magick as a means of helping me to love and connect with people more effectively…. I realized I could go from spiritual and emotional caretaker to facilitator, to working as someone who could really significantly redirect fates.

…Up to and including my own. annnnnd go figure, that’s where things changed. That seems to be when I finally started acting like my own ally, and it began to catalyze this process of evolution, giving me some nuggets of truth to ponder in the meanwhile.

One that I’ll share today is this: if you’re feeling stuck, if you have a sense that you can’t actually actually change your circumstances the way that you are now, consider what you can address internally. Create peace through acceptance in yourself, and then really lean into the areas of discomfort - those are the direction in which growth will be had, and that’s how you change your life from the ground up. By all means, do the work necessary to support yourself getting paid and supported in the meantime, but step further into that space of becoming & magick won’t just be a cope anymore. It won’t just be a means of filling your time or making yourself feel important by changing lives for other people - instead, it’ll be about changing doors as well and emancipating everybody, yourself included. Lots of love.

-Effigy of T’s system 

As some of y'all may have noticed,the past two weekends have been something of an Hour of Consequences. So, so much activity has been occurring in the spirit world and the in-between, and the end result is a series of manifested tragedies & difficulties that have been quite a lot  for everyone to navigate.

Arguably, I'm of the mind that what's happening in the spirit world is spilling over into the physical, as its always wont to do. When and where that happens, people tend to suffer. Often that suffering becomes localized & creates things like unrest, violent outbursts, and increases in things like troubled escapism.

Essentially, suffering begets more of the same, and while we say that misery wants company, its more like misery doesn't know anything other than loneliness and so it can't recognize something different.

As a Vajrayanist, my "job", my function is to interact with spirits as a go-between and medium, as well as a bridge by which each side of the equation can get what they want out of the interaction.

My advice to you, if you're in the market and want a chance at easier interactions, is to give small offerings of coffee and butter, with a pinch of salt. Give those three things: acid, base and starter, and ask for calm. See what happens, report below, or come ping me on Socials. ;)

-T