We tend to create what we think most about, and so if creativity & beauty drive us, we see wonderous things...but what of these fearful things we hold within? Have you ever noticed that your worst nightmares have a tendency to come true? If we spend enough time agonizing over something, it tends to come home to roost.
Emotion powers magick & magickal practice to a substantial degree. What you feel, what you think, what you believe you need, what you actually need - these are all defining characteristics of who you are. Because who you are is not just to you present yourself to be on social media. It's not just who you show your kids, or your wife or your husband. This is a holistic, wholly involved thing when you're communicating with spirits & working magick, as all of you connects with all of them in the in-between. This is just a way of things, and so if you seek to interact with spirits, it's generally a good idea to be really keenly aware of what it is that you tend to think and feel.
Be cognizant of who you are and be mindful of what you struggle with and against. As you become more aware of this automated internal dialogue you're having with the world, you can instead decide to change it for the better. Everything we do causes ripples, and this is as true in our lives as it is in the lives of others. By being mindful of who we are and what we bring to the table, we naturally place ourselves in circumstances that are better than when we started. Try to keep that in mind as you hustle, grind & work your way towards a better future and you'll eventually defeat the manifestations of fear before they can ever become anything more than a minor anxiety. You will be shocked at how much of a difference paying attention to your inner landscape can make! ;)